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♥ Thursday, November 18, 2010

im sorry . im still nt ready yet to start dis relationship .

i guess ure nt the prsn . it wasnt lyke before , when i was wif hym .

haiy . i dont wanna repeat my mistakes again for the 3rd tyme .

seriously idk how . ive told u several tymes abt whye im acting dis way .

u told me to stop . but still ure nt answering my qn . im struggling in dis matter

soo badly dat i feel lyke ending everything now . haiish . i couldnt tink

anymore . & dats whye i made dis decision without tinking any further .

seriously i cant stand it ): eventhough if i had to regret for wad ive done ,

i guess it wont be long . you oso wouldnt mind if i were to do dis . nvm .

Labels: i cant wait for nxt sat (:

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♥ Saturday, November 13, 2010

met ekin <3 aft my training just now .

terharu la beb , msg yg kau kiremkn lps aku gerak (;

hmm . some things are gg on behind me . i knew it . but idk whye

ure nt telling me the truth when we are just frends .

i knw im the one dat is too much . but im trying hard to get dis feeling

away frm myself . seriously i hate it . idk how .

currently chatting wif ailynn . how i wish kau tgl dpn ruma aku ! tsk .

tekak aku saket nak mampos ! sial btl . tmr nt werking due to some

valid reason . haiy . plan ponn cancel . sorry to you .

monday confirm tkbleh off/half day . tsk . dah keje , nak off susaa

plak . part tyme ponn mcm ape la . receive msg frm dyer .

dyer kate dyer akn blang wads gg on behind my bck . but now tkde tyme ,

mls . sial uh . binget siaaaa . satu kt msn aku ny dah mcm sial .

i dont undrstnd u uh . yes , lyke u cant undrstnd me . knape kau tkbleh

nak phm yg aku tkde duet nak patah balek tmpt kau ???? tmpt

kau kt mane ? aku tgl mane ? yg kau gy terlelap tuh asl ?

tak slh kau jgk ke ??? i make an effort to meet you . cz i rmbr wad

u said . tapy kau ny dah bute kapeee ? abeh nak suro aku caryk

duet uh ? psl duet kau dah kene pakai ?? dah butee , bodow jgk pe ?

kau terlelap aku tak bseng walaopn duet aku kene buang gitu jeh .

trz skrg gini mcm uh ? taaak phm uh siaa .

Labels: sot nyaaaaa

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♥ Friday, November 12, 2010

bsok nak kene bgn pagy2 lagy . xial uh . malaaas ahhh !

nak kene pegy ny training mrepek . adoii .

bosaaaan kape ? tsk . sooot jeh . ny skrg tgh tunggu wani sent file .

omg . soo long or waaad ? tsk . tunggu dekni reply lagy . cket peh

lembab . wth siak ! ohh yes . muke kau btl2 tak pena2 aku sangke kan .

haha . serious . umor kau lagy , aku tkbleh pecaye . gosh . sajak la tuh

dgn org yg kau campo . opps . sorrey . tak maksod apape .

itz just dat ure fucking irritatink uh . aku irritated sgt2 . smlm dah mcm sial .

sunday tkmo uh eh ? pleeeeease laaaaaa .

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last sat . town wif ikel , wani , ahchai , yayat den saw ahtoi & the others .

ntg to update . on last wed , went out wif ayuu aft my mly paper ,

was awesome huh ? haha . kau ngn helmet kau , kecohhh !

soo aft my paper , plan nak pegy mkn jeh pat jp ngn ayuu . psl

dah lameee tak mkn ljs & tak jumpe dyer soo mcm gitu la cite nyr ,

den ayuu nak lpk . tapy mendak arr . soo i decided to go to clark quay .

lameee taak p saneeee . at ferst plan to go to ecp . abeh tktawuu pegy . westcoast

plak org tuh kwakn , LAGY tktawuu . actualli nak p bugis . haiya , mcm mls uh .

tsk . last2 pegy clarkquay lor , kyter due org aje . dah mcm lesbo daaahhh .

alahai , lameeee gitu kyter tak kwa berdue since the last tyme when we used

to be sooooo close . i miss the old tymes realli ): haiish . ayuuuu nnt tgk wyg

ngn aku kkeii ! oke .. continue my story . dah leklek kt clarkquay , bosaaan plak

lame2 . soo pegy vivo la kaaan . dah lameee jgk aku tak pegy vivo . amek gmbr ,

amek gmbr den dats it . ny tyme kwa tak make up uh . malaaaaas lerhh ,

mate dah mcm ape uh . tsk . irritated btl aku .

Labels: i had FUN wif YOU babe (:

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♥ Tuesday, November 2, 2010

ailynn & lysha ystrdy trn jrg stakt nak teman aku tyme brk .

ceeeewiiiit nyeeer drg ehk ehk :D TOUCHING LA BABE .

den watee tag along wif us psl etuari aku paitaw dyer .

mmbr dah tunggu dpn tmpt keje aku seh . sumpah aku tak sukeee !

seboook arr siaa ! org dah ckp tknk jumpe , tapy dyer peh muke tktawuu

maluu sgt la beb smpi brani tunjok muke dpn tmpt keje aku . walaowey !

nxttyme no more dis tyme ! phm ? hahaha . btl ny btl .

sial uh smlm bwad cashier mcm mak dyer nyr %$@!@! . sooot siaa .

ny credit card kpalabuto uh sial . nnb . binget siak . tak psl2 kene

byr balek . sial uh . tsk . lps keje , lpk jaap ngn watee den dyer anta aku

balek stgh jln . tkpe la . stgh jln ponn jady (:

nnt maybe watee teman aku brk lagy ! yeyey !

i loike sooooo much ! hehehe . sat maybe kuwaa ngn ailynn , lysha & wateee .

headed to town i tink . naak tgk wayaaang uh . tapy tak rase tgk uh .

$$$ meyo ! den maybe jumpe irfan , iz , ed , saly , dila aft dat ..

haiyzz . ny part boring siak =.=

bsok aku tak ekot krg gy mane2 tah la , paiseh uh , keje . bkn tknk amek

mc , ade hal uh yg lagy penting dape jumpe kau . lao aku trn ponn psl

pandang irfan & ed nyr psl . HAHA . bluekx !

Labels: i dont tink it works btwn me n YOU )):

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♥ Monday, November 1, 2010

haiy . i was fucking shock siaa to c you wif hym ..

& skrg dyer dah lupekn ex dyer ! fuckshit .

aku btl nyr tak sedaap hati siaa lpk ngn kau sume , it was lyke as ifl

im betraying my own bestfrend . haiy .. i realli tried hard to keep

my distance away frm hym . itz just hym who trying to make things

worst . seriously aku mls nak lyn dyer . whatever it is im oways by ur side .

kadang eh kau peh mulot mcm suar uh . bbl tak pakai otak kape insult kwn aku

sane sini ? nnb . aku TAK mcm kau la . kau umor dah brape ? sial uh .

pecahh seribu gee . day by day , ure pissing me off really . i try nt

to hurt u , but you are trying to test my patience siaa . aku ckp ngn kau

KAWAN ponn kau tak phm pe ? honestly , i fucking dont lyke dis frendship siaa .

kau dah bwad kwn aku gini mcm , beh ngn aku ? ponn kau nak try ? sorry

byk , tak dpt uh . bear dis in ur mind whatever i said to you ystrdy . i mean it .

i cn nvr fall for you . & i nvr want to try loving you or whatever shit .

i dont want to give you a try on me ! TOO BAD XD

i love things are gg btwn me & you ((: hrp ny tak slh org uh eh .

& KAU ! aku stakt nak lpk . stakt naek atas tak makne aku nak bwad apape .

aku naek atas , adr sbb . aku blm lps , nnt kt bwh nmpk police , tak selamat .

FERST tyme jumpe , sume jln trz . SAKEEET NYEEER KAUU !

SUMPAH ! aku takoot la sial jumpe kau . mcm nak kene rape siaa .

last few days , saw wateee ! dah dpt contct dyer balek ! heheh .

k la , aku nak mkn , nak siap , nak pegy keje .

naek bosan aku lame2 gy keje . tapy kadang sukeeeee tktawuu

asl . baaiiiii !

Labels: dah pecah, pecah nak mampos . wtf

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