i have been bz wif werking ! i loike ! hehh . $$$
masok , tak psl la kan . keje siang mlm hari2 ponn tkpe (:
hmm . however ive been looking forward for some tyme
to blog . soo ystrdy aft werk i went to meet ailynn , lysha , irfan , ed ,
iz & the other 2 girls at ct hall . haiyz . i knw my behaviour was
soo lyke fucking shit . nnbccb , bodow naak mampos siaa .
otak kt jubo sial . haiish . aku tawu la aku ny sape kaan . mmg aku
adek paleng bodow . aku bleh trime la ape kau nak ckp .
ckp la apape kau nak k , janji kau puas hati sdh :) seriously you are taking
over my every waking hour & when i manage to cLp , it takes over my
dream . it was soo effing hard for me to get rid of u out of my mind ..
i didnt cherish every moment i had wif you till the day i met you
when i started to fall for you . eventhough itz only for days , those memories
are precious to me . i love you way too deep ): im nt perfect lyke how
u cant be perfect too . im nt able to prove u or make an effort to show u
dat i realli wanted you bck . i just cant stop tinking of you . eventhough i
was happy in the outside, still in the inside it hurts me soo badly .
im nt blaming you , itz just me who doesnt knw how to takecare of ur
heart . im soo sorry . i dont mind wad dey wanna say abt me .
i realli miss you soo badly . now , i was lyke a stranger when i tag along wif you guyz .
i knw im a nobody & i knw u dont need my presence . itz oke )':
& to ABANG aku la kaan . abg adek gini mcm eh ? taakpe (:
aku sukeeeeeeee sgt2 ! =.=
bile perlu , baru caryk . dah dpt ape kau nak kaan .
harap krg bahagia uh k ?
ailynn . im nt mad at you . i just dont undrstnd things arnd me .
itz fucking bringing me down . i tried to be strong . but i failed .
eventhough the prsn i love , i still failed to bring happiness to hym .
i just feel lyke i cant be bothered . mcm naak MIA aje ? tapy psl
aku dah ckp ngn kau yg aku tak akn tglkn kau . i keep my werds .
i hope things wont go wrong for you . thnks for every sgl thing u have done
for me (: i realli appreciate it alot . i did tink for whateverr u said .
but i just need someone to support me . i realli need someone ..
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