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♥ Sunday, October 24, 2010

i have been bz wif werking ! i loike ! hehh . $$$

masok , tak psl la kan . keje siang mlm hari2 ponn tkpe (:

hmm . however ive been looking forward for some tyme

to blog . soo ystrdy aft werk i went to meet ailynn , lysha , irfan , ed ,

iz & the other 2 girls at ct hall . haiyz . i knw my behaviour was
soo lyke fucking shit . nnbccb , bodow naak mampos siaa .
otak kt jubo sial . haiish . aku tawu la aku ny sape kaan . mmg aku
adek paleng bodow . aku bleh trime la ape kau nak ckp .
ckp la apape kau nak k , janji kau puas hati sdh :) seriously you are taking
over my every waking hour & when i manage to cLp , it takes over my
dream . it was soo effing hard for me to get rid of u out of my mind ..
i didnt cherish every moment i had wif you till the day i met you
when i started to fall for you . eventhough itz only for days , those memories
are precious to me . i love you way too deep ): im nt perfect lyke how
u cant be perfect too . im nt able to prove u or make an effort to show u
dat i realli wanted you bck . i just cant stop tinking of you . eventhough i
was happy in the outside, still in the inside it hurts me soo badly .
im nt blaming you , itz just me who doesnt knw how to takecare of ur
heart . im soo sorry . i dont mind wad dey wanna say abt me .
i realli miss you soo badly . now , i was lyke a stranger when i tag along wif you guyz .
i knw im a nobody & i knw u dont need my presence . itz oke )':

& to ABANG aku la kaan . abg adek gini mcm eh ? taakpe (:
aku sukeeeeeeee sgt2 ! =.=
bile perlu , baru caryk . dah dpt ape kau nak kaan .
harap krg bahagia uh k ?

ailynn . im nt mad at you . i just dont undrstnd things arnd me .
itz fucking bringing me down . i tried to be strong . but i failed .
eventhough the prsn i love , i still failed to bring happiness to hym .
i just feel lyke i cant be bothered . mcm naak MIA aje ? tapy psl
aku dah ckp ngn kau yg aku tak akn tglkn kau . i keep my werds .
i hope things wont go wrong for you . thnks for every sgl thing u have done
for me (: i realli appreciate it alot . i did tink for whateverr u said .
but i just need someone to support me . i realli need someone ..

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♥ Sunday, October 17, 2010

atlaaaaast smlm dpt jumpe ailynn !

mcm atlast gitu la kaan . haha . went seesha ((:

wif lysha & mataer dyer , arep tak slh ?

kecohh la kau lynn . maseh terbwk2 siaa aku dgn muke burook

kau tuh . meeek . kekek srg2 siul . eventhough kau byk moodswing

on dat day , tetap the outing was awesome . AKU SAYANG KAU

BYK2 JGK LA ! aft seesha , kyter walk2 pat bugis while

waiting for ahpuii & yan . den i saw my ex-pri sch mate .

haiish . tatawuu la naak ckp ape ...

part ahpuii ngn yan dah smpi , kyter dah mcm baruah dyer sial .

suke siak terhegeh2 , mcm sial kau tawuu ?

dah tuh tkpe , pecahh seribuuuu niiee !!

ishh ishh . daah mlm ny , i tak nmpk u laaaa . u gelap sangaat !!!

serious youu ... kyter naak cabot ponn tak sempat psl tktawuu krg

dah smpi . wahduii2 . soo lyke soyal uh eh . pastu tyme nak gerak dari

bugis , ade ny due makel . kimaaak . PECAH LA ! mak oii !

kau tuh pecah , prangai tkmo la pecah smpi tuh mcm .

tawuu malu la cket , sedar diri kau . haiyoo . sooo the despo . tsktsk .

then , ailynn , lysha & bf went to tamp . soo i went to meet irfan <3 at boonlay int ,

dyer dgn abg sedare dyer . kecohh sak abg sedare dyer . seriously uh .

part amek gmbr lagy mcm siak . k la . gmbr kt hp dyer uh .

yg laen2 gmbr kt hp lysha .

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♥ Tuesday, October 12, 2010

dis was monday . ayuu highlight her hair .

lawaaa dok ! ryn sgt jealous ! tsk .

rmbt aku dah pendek balek . grr . tah bile nak pnjng2 ponn

aku tktawuu . bingeeet jeh . haiyo !

ystrdy went interview at town wif ahlynn & kwn dyer sheila i tink .

went for 2 interview , den teman ahlynn ngn kwn dyer interview .

aft dat , met casha for awhile , dyer suro apply tmpt dyer .

tuh hari , pnat gile siaa ! soo tak dpt teman ahlynn pegy LIBRARY !

haha . library taw ! haha .

today ddk ruma , i saket perot mcm sial .

tmr maybe pegy another interview .

friday maybe pegy skola . jumpe alinah skjap . haha .

sat maybe seesha ngn ailynn & dunno who .

ekin mesty bz ngn kude kepang dyer ! whaaat theee whaaat btl !

nvm !

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♥ Saturday, October 9, 2010

went to accompany ahlynn gy interview then proceed to

cineleisure .

tmr gy rebond rmbt ngn ayuuuuuu (: dyer highlight rmbt !

tsk . ): jealoussss bodow ! hehh ..

leftover picture (:

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♥ Tuesday, October 5, 2010

siaalll uh . binget siak !

aku tktawuu apesal ngn aku ny ! tsk . mcm sial uh .

knnb . mendak la siaa ! adoiiii ! kau slalu advice aku

wad true frends are kaan ? beh gini uh care kau balas aku balek ?

aku slalu igt ape kau ckp . kadang aku malaaaas la nak msg kau pnjng2

ckp psl ny sume . i knw ure serious abt dis frendship , but idk whye are you

acting dis way ? haiish , itz soo pissing me off siaa )): dont be

pathetic pleeeease . i miss the old tymes .

thursday is my last paper ! soo i thought of meeting my love ones .

mmg dah lame taak jumpe tapy mcm cockup jeh ny plan . tkpe uh .

wait , thursday isnt my last paper =.= i still have to retake

my mly . mcm sial uh kaan . leceh laaa . nak colour rmbt ponn susaa .

tsk ! maybe nxt wk nak pegy caryk keje , tgk uh amcm t .

bosaaaan uh !

tady lpk ngn pendek & kiki jaap . dah lame uh kaan taq lpk ngn kiki .

MIA ape . k uh , tkde pape lagy nak tulis uh . bye .

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♥ Friday, October 1, 2010

has been buzyy wif studiesss .. tsk !

i hope this last minute revision realli helps me alot .

if nt , dont ask me wadd happen . haiy .

tmr studying wif classmates . baruu igt naak p

tgk wyg . grrrr !

ny art btl nyr pissing me off uh eh . adoii !

soo maybe nxt wk naak pegy bwad rmbt uh dgn irah .

agknyr uh dgn irah , kalau taq , dengaaaaaan ...... hmmm ....

pendek ? tgk la amcm t .

hehh . dabez sch mahx . ermmm .. bkn kau srg jeh eh

bleh bwad rmbt kau gitu (: im seriously nt following you .

pls dont be mistaken . yeahh ! nxt wk blh tgk wyg laaa or seesha ?

hehehehhh . duet tkmo abes laaaaa ! hahh .

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